i was talking to a good friend of mine, ive known him for years. we started talking and he is the last person i would have thought to figure it out….and hes right. its time for me to fess it up…stop blaming depression stop blaming whatever else ive been blaming… stop thinking that the reason i act the way i do it past my own control… i need to stop “overanylyzing [myself] to the extent that any character flaw that [i] see in [me] is so overmagnified that antoher person would brush it off as simply” to but it in his words ”a quirk in character” hes right and ive never had it worded more clearly…”but could you be seeking answers to these problems for some sort of excuse that these quirks are something that you have no control over, and that you yourself are trying to escape the possible reality that you are responsible for these lapses in character? trying to avoid the idea that you are responsible for them and that you dont want to say, “hey, i did that”
Allannah